BTW, I'm sorry that I haven't been posting.  I guess I never really had a habit of posting.  Well, I am more active on Facebook nowadays.  Find me there if you are interested.  I like posting pictures and facebook has a better interface for picture posting.

I miss Audrey.  She is still at the conference in Thailand.  She won't be back till tomorrow night.  I have so much more fun when she is around.  Even if it is just her getting mad at me for being on the computer all the time.  The funny thing is that when she is away, I get bored being on the computer.  I guess just being in the same room with her make me feel that I am "accomplishing" something therefore it's okay to waste time on the computer.

People also treat me differently when she is away.  They ask questions like, what have you been doing? are you lonely? did you sleep okay? did you play lots of videogame? did you eat dinner? who's going to cover your eyes when you go see 300?  It's like suddenly I am again a lonely high school student with no self-identity who doesn't know how to take care of himself.

So, in case you are wondering...  I watched a few movies and did some thinking about my plans for the next school year.  I was kinda lonely, hoping someone would call me up to hang out.  I slept okay; I played Audrey's favorite songs and put on our wedding slideshow to help me go to sleep.  I didn't play any videogame (haven't for long while now), but I did think about it this week.  I ate dinner earlier than we usual would, actually... I guess even eating helps me feel "productive."  And Lim did offer to cover my eyes during 300.

One more day of lost identity then I'll be whole and normal again.